生日已過了 3小時又20分, 突然覺得要真正下定決心做些事情..., 2小時前和朋友在回顧這一年來做了什麼,suddenly realized i was really kind of wasting one full year in career, love, or learning....., nothing really turns out as expected; can't realy go on like this , really need to DO SOMETHING for myself..雖然有些事心裏想了又想...,卻又無法真正exactly carry it out, 到頭來還是什麼也沒有.  己是而立之年, 按古禮,我早該是n個孩子的娘了...但事實上卻是在感情邊緣游走..... ,想起BJ 第一集的開頭 Bridget自己說的,".....unless sth. changes soon... , otherwise she will just live life with major relationship with a buttle of wine......., and finally die fat.......... "   然後她決定改變自己, 經歷一番曲折,她找到真愛,也在找到她事業的重心...(寫到這,覺得那部電影還满有立志效果的); 的確是, 沒有一個人是完美的, 我們是要適時充實自己, 眼開心明, 才能做適時的調整及改變; 人生已經過了快一半, 真的不能在這樣浪無目標的過日子.  希望自己在未來回想現在的日子時,回憶是满满的...


就這麼決定了~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~


所以, 明年開始要有新的生活, 新 : BRAND NEW LIFE!!


1.) building up one new & stable relationship,don't dwell on 'memories'. and no more distance love. ** though it's really really really hard to give up sth. which was really  imporant in our life ,sometimes it's part of life.... ,time waits no one, all we can do is to have ourselves move on....


2.) setting certain target of saving money monthly.


3.) do whatever i want to do on job thing,make right decision at right time.


4.) Get my thighs and arms slimmer !


** quite smiliar to wht i made last year for this year .. ,however, will follow it precisely this time. no more excuse !!


 


我親愛的朋友.., 有看到這篇的, 請要時時提醒我...


 


 

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